I’ve been down lately. Constant disappointments, self esteem issues, insecurities, added pressure and some stress. Add to that, the lack of emotional support. It is not a good place to be.
So I haven’t been in a good place lately and often feel like I’m being hit from multiple angles. Optimism doesn’t last, because disappointment is quick.
Disappointment after disappointment, failure after failure, I can’t give up. This would be the ultimate failure. The journey may look different that I ever imagined, but the goals are still the same. So I’ll keep pushing along. I have to.